
Sycamore Canyon might be a charred moonscape next week
A terrible brush fire raging through our usual Thursday riding spot didn’t stop me and the boys today. Intense heat and downright nasty winds embraced us as we started turning them over in Wildwood. We had the place to ourselves as most sane individuals heeded the valid warnings from government officials to stay indoors and not participate in strenuous outdoor activities. The warnings were warranted judging from my runny nose and tickling cough 5 minutes into the ride. As is usually the case when that much testosterone (absolute stupidity) is flowing, we didn’t go for an easy spin or a quick out and back. We explored new trails and for the first time in my limited cycling travels, I found it easier to hoist my rig on my shoulders as I hiked up a stupid steep rocky trail. Wildwood has never hurt me like it did today but the miles clicked off with me in the rare position of trail boss. I was packing some extra spice with me on this ride. Fun and easy weren’t on my agenda for today. My heart was heavy, my mind was spinning, and I looked to the trail for answers.
Mountain biking is an inherently dangerous activity. On some level we all recognize that but it takes a serious injury for that fact to hit home. A co-worker of mine recently purchased a capable hardtail to start riding with my Thursday crew. He’s in decent physical shape and raced BMX back in the day so he knows his way around a bike. He went on one ride and was immediately hooked. He was still beaming the next day at work when we discussed certain aspects of riding and why we all keep coming back for more. I knew from his words and the look on his face that he got it and I was excited to have another good guy in the fold. He was back in the saddle two days later on a ride through Sycamore Canyon when he took a spill at the worst possible time. My buddy went ass over tea kettle down a 10′ embankment and earned an ambulance ride out of Sycamore. He’s been in the hospital for 2 weeks now and while he will fully recover from his injuries, he has a family to support and a life that has been put on hold.
I work for a company that provides a valuable service to the community but can be a dangerous place to work. The company takes great care of its employees and goes to great lengths to prevent injuries but accidents still happen. Those facts do little to lessen the blow that the news of an employee fatality can deliver. A husband and father was recently killed while performing the duties required of his job. The whys and hows cease to matter immediately following something like this and all anybody can think about is the pain that his wife and kids are feeling right now.
I was seriously injured while on the job about 8 years ago and my family and close friends were by my side during my week stint in hell (any hospital). There were also a few people that showed up repeatedly to basically just be there for me. Going through something like that clarifies life’s priorities. It also reveals a person’s heart and motives. A co-worker of mine kept popping up in my hospital room and would sit down for a few minutes without saying a word. If I was in the mood to talk, we would talk. If I wasn’t then he would leave and say a few encouraging words as he left the room. I got along with this guy at work but we weren’t close. I won’t ever forget those times and how he cared enough to take time out of his life to be there for me. He recently had a massive stroke and the outlook, if he makes it, isn’t good.
I had all this on my mind as I weighed my options this afternoon. Should I ride? How can I not ride? Those were the questions in my head at the end of the work day as a fire potentially destroyed my favorite riding spot. I was selfishly pissed off that Sycamore was off limits today when I needed it the most. The Renaissance Man was my answer man today. The 63 year old recently retired and has since resigned himself to the cafe tour. He’s put on a few pounds and doesn’t have the spark that he used to bring. I can’t blame the guy. If I worked for 40+ years and could go to breakfast, lunch, and dinner with friends and family every day I can’t say that I would be any different. He showed up ready for action today and asked my group if we wanted to try something different. I spoke for the 4 of us and told him to lead the way and make it tough without soliciting opinions from the rest. The uphills were steep, the ride went far beyond our usual 2 hour duration, and I rode with a chip on my shoulder. Every hot corner, every previously impossible climb, every tight switchback I rode with power. I was riding an awesome bike and I was going home to a family I am in love with. Life’s full of risks and sometimes it isn’t fair at all but today I was on a bike while a fire torched Sycamore, 2 friends were in the hospital, and a guy I never met was lowered into the ground. All I could think about while I rode is how much of a gift life is. Don’t waste it.
Keep riding everybody